when it starts to creep in

we always want what other people have. OR we think we have what we want — something we think others don’t have. BUT it turns out, what we have is nothing special — it’s just the same as everybody else’s. THEN we begin to re-think things. and start to want more.

and it starts to creep in. jealousy. insecurity. anger. the pride gets hurt. and no matter how i shut my eyes, i can’t go back to sleep.